I honestly don't know how people can still fall in love... i dated from 18 to 41 and i was always a faithful man, never cheated on my girlfriends, and i did everything for them (i know i know), if they were sick i was there to take care of them, when i got older and got a paying job, when my girlfriend would lose her job i would take care of her financially.
My 2 long term relationships i was with an obese women who saw me as a trophy since i was lifting weights and during this time in tip top shape, i made the mistake of buying a house she was so damn lazy could not take care of a dog did not cook i did everything in the house, and yet she wanted kids.
My second long term was 9 years long, once again i got screwed, she was cold as ice self centered, and she gave me bad sex, yet i stayed with her even if i was miserable, she cheated on me with a guy at her job her soul mate as she called him.
Afte 41 went online and met a bunch of obese single moms with dead end job on depression pills i called it quit on dating.
I been single for 11 years now and those are the best years of my life, i got my SP on the side, that i see a few times a month but that love thing is complete bull.
Love is a feeling like being hungry, its something that will eventually go away, love is not real. After my last date 8 years ago and seeing were this was all going that women was atrocious looking she smelled bad. 2 kids full time in between job, she told me she was fit, and those furry forearms disgusting yet she manage to insult me saying her ex was hotter than me and look younger than me. I looked old because i shaved my head. Go figure. To get insulted by such an atrocity did it for me, i got home order pizza put on the PS3 game medal of honor and enjoyed the company of my 3 cats.
Now that i understand the world its hard for me to imagine someone falling in love.