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    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    I don't think she was trying to scam me or anything, she's just mentally unstable. There was definitely some real mutual attraction at some point (we spent a lot of time together "off the clock" where there was no material gain for her other than enjoying my company) but she would have extreme...
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    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    I don't think it was loneliness, I think it was ego (feeling needed) and the excitement of having a "secret" second Life full of danger and adrenaline rushes, where I could be someone else and feel more alive.
  3. J

    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    Thanks I appreciate it. One of my main worries is that she will try to come back apologizing and sweet talking me and I'm afraid I'll give in and get pulled right back into this train wreck cycle.
  4. J

    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    You're absolutely right I should have listened to my instincts. I knew it wouldn't end well. I should have walked away, but I let my feelings get in the way. Sometimes I enjoyed the drama because of the adrenaline rush. Sneaking her out the back door to escape her crazy ex pimp and later the...
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    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    No only mental harm haha. Many times over these past couple of years I told myself I should walk away. Each time she came to me apologizing telling me things would be different from now on and how much she needs me, and I kept getting pulled back in. I kept trying to rationalize her shitty...
  6. J

    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    Guys please tell me I'm not the only one who's gone through this
  7. J

    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    About 50/50 between amazing or terrible. Was always a gamble meeting with her. Some of the best high's but the lowest lows.
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    Mental health incidents thread

    I don't know if my story qualifies but there's certainly a mental health disaster, I posted separately here: https://merb.cc/xenforo/threads/a-toxic-dangerous-and-humiliating-ordeal-how-to-cope.260556/
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    A toxic, dangerous and humiliating ordeal. How to cope?

    I'm not sure what I'm hoping for with this post but I need to get it off my chest and this is the only place I can talk about it. I met this girl a couple years ago when I first got into this game. She has been posted about before on this forum but the posts were always taken down for some...
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    Peep show Le palais du Venus

    Anyone been here? A girl I'm seeing had suggested it as a place we could hook up because they have private booths but I've never been there. Anybody ever been there or brought a girl there? What was your experience?