Recent content by nivirto2

@cloudsurf I wasn't attacked, I was threatened! Now I can see the irony there but let me tell you that the last session that I had, it could have been a great one if my mind was right. The girl did the best she could. I would recommend her to most of you. She's a nice girl that deserve positive...

Thanks to all for your replies, opinions and support! I'm not feeling judged so thanks to all. I guess I just need to take this off my chest instead of keeping it all to myself. I will check your recommendation in time but I'm pretty sure the first thing I need to do is taking better care of...

@Flyingby @sambuca Not first time and not always but I don't think I went in there with the right mindset. Forcing myself too much, maybe? I think it's mental and a combination of many factors in my personal life. It's not tangible but there's something in me and maybe I did deserve that...

I felt heavy shame not being able to get "hard" to have intercourse. Pretending to be aroused or forcing myself to be but genuinely not feeling it. I feel like shit afterward. Embarassing!! I'm trying to overcome this but I just don't know how exactly...